“回来你要吃什么阿婆都煮给你吃。”
我看了那个台湾的麦当劳广告，我也其实很想家
Tuesday 26 May 2015
Monday 25 May 2015
25/5/2015
倒数三天，大学的第一年就算是过去了_
一整天下来死死盯住电脑荧幕，幸福是一碗热腾腾的意大利面再加两杯冰淇淋
“不是所有事情只要付出都会有回报。” 大家痛快地笑着。“只有努力读书一定有回报。”
这句话我第一次听他说的时候笑得眼泪都溢出来了，心里揪着疼。
他说的几乎每句话都能引人发笑的同时，也刚好触动了我那条最敏感的神经。
我想他应该不介意我拿他开玩笑，毕竟往伤口上撒盐的确好得最快。
一整天下来死死盯住电脑荧幕，幸福是一碗热腾腾的意大利面再加两杯冰淇淋
“不是所有事情只要付出都会有回报。” 大家痛快地笑着。“只有努力读书一定有回报。”
这句话我第一次听他说的时候笑得眼泪都溢出来了，心里揪着疼。
他说的几乎每句话都能引人发笑的同时，也刚好触动了我那条最敏感的神经。
我想他应该不介意我拿他开玩笑，毕竟往伤口上撒盐的确好得最快。
其实我不想在你面前哭得那样一塌糊涂
可是我没有办法再听见那些话，哪怕只是开玩笑
谢谢你一直给我很多很多的包容
或许只有杨奕建才可以继续对我开那样的玩笑
然后我会对他翻几个白眼
RIP John Nash
Saturday 23 May 2015
23/5/2015
'If you miss the train I'm on you will know that I am gone.'
晨旭一遍又一遍地哼着唱着，唱得我心里好酸，还好回家的路上天空已经黑了。
一直拿晨旭来开玩笑，笑得自己心里更酸。
有些事情已经开始忘记了很多细节，也开始忘记是非对错
事情从来都不公平，人一生下来心脏就已经偏左了
得到了什么失去了什么，幸福这种东西是长在别人眼里的。
500 miles - Peter Paul and Mary
'If you miss the train I'm on you will know that I am gone.'
晨旭一遍又一遍地哼着唱着，唱得我心里好酸，还好回家的路上天空已经黑了。
一直拿晨旭来开玩笑，笑得自己心里更酸。
有些事情已经开始忘记了很多细节，也开始忘记是非对错
事情从来都不公平，人一生下来心脏就已经偏左了
得到了什么失去了什么，幸福这种东西是长在别人眼里的。
500 miles - Peter Paul and Mary
'If you miss the train I'm on you will know that I am gone.'
Friday 22 May 2015
22/5/2015
Ahjusshi's messages popped out in notification right when I switched on my phone after this morning's paper.
so ,
Ahjusshi is coming to Warwick this September!! I think he must have missed school life a bit.
'It changed me a lot, this gap year.' 'You know, I regretted being that way.'
昨晚和 Bo Bo 一起复习数学，也没有复习多少，很长一段时间在打闹嬉笑中度过。真的有一瞬间我们看着影片笑得眼泪都快飙出来的时候，我心里突然一酸。很快不会有这样的场景了，暑假回来我们会搬出学生宿舍，各自租房子住。
我们以后不会一起读书复习较劲，不会一起吃晚餐，趁对方离开餐桌的时候往他的甜品糕点上涂抹奇怪的酱料，我也不会在给 Bo Bo 泡的热茶里加盐加胡椒粉，然后看他喝下去又吐出来的样子。
你知道吗来到这里，我开始觉得每个人身上都有值得我学习借鉴的东西。
Bo Bo 很多时候给我解释数学都会特别嚣张特别拽，就是那种哎呀怎么你连这么简单的道理都不懂的语气。刚开始的时候我特别不爽，可是久了会习惯，习惯了会喜欢这样的朋友。
现在的我再也没有相信永远这种东西，这是个可悲的概念
可是也没必要今朝有酒今朝醉
大家加油
Wednesday 20 May 2015
20/5/2015
Kodaline - High hopes
These days I've been trying to walk as slow as possible.
it's weird to see Barclays bikes becoming red Santander bikes.
stepped out of the small classroom in New Academic Building and walked downstairs.
Saw him waiting at the ground floor. I rested my chin on his shoulder and he held my half-sprained wrist.
This has got to be the best feeling in a while, I thought to myself.
Done with economic history and it turned out to be a good one.
Called mama early in the morning cause I had a real bad adrenaline rush.
Mama picked up and told me "you'll be fine, as usual."
and I did not disappoint. Three more to go.
These days I've been trying to walk as slow as possible.
it's weird to see Barclays bikes becoming red Santander bikes.
stepped out of the small classroom in New Academic Building and walked downstairs.
Saw him waiting at the ground floor. I rested my chin on his shoulder and he held my half-sprained wrist.
This has got to be the best feeling in a while, I thought to myself.
Done with economic history and it turned out to be a good one.
Called mama early in the morning cause I had a real bad adrenaline rush.
Mama picked up and told me "you'll be fine, as usual."
and I did not disappoint. Three more to go.
also, it’s been half a year with him.
Tuesday 19 May 2015
19/5/2015
明明想着说这张纸只要及格就好不求别的，现在却开始希望也拉到７０分以上。
并没有花太多心思去准备，感恩身边源源不绝地出现非常有用的笔记资料，
其中一份甚至完整得我无可挑剔。
好吧加油。
一个人孤军作战的感觉好奇怪，大家都把会计考完了，剩我一个在努力读经济史。
“明天考完后我要吃韩国餐。”
“好哇。” 他一如往常地好哇，
连晨旭都模仿得似模似样了。
大家加油。
Sunday 17 May 2015
17/5/2015
still grateful that i decided to take economic history as my outside option.
I wouldn't have the motivation to read up if not for the sake of exam after all.
Remembering how much I hated history back in high school and now that I'm fascinated with facts and incidents in the past. well hopefully i'll be able to do well in this paper __
中午的时候陪晨旭去宿舍后面的餐厅吃意大利面，说真的晨旭的数学真不是普通的好。
“哎大家之中就只有你们两个最幸福。” 我记得有一晚出去玩Bo Bo喝醉了也说了一样的话。
我想我可以理解晨旭的伤心。
诺大的玻璃窗外是伦敦最高的建筑物TheShard，每次放学回家看见那栋高楼会觉得莫名其妙的温暖，我对晨旭说我想我应该可以理解你的伤心。
“会有那么一天当你想起来的时候会觉得其实也没什么。” 我说。
“毕竟人很善忘，没有谁无法被取代。”
我第一次从别人眼里看见自己的幸福。
Friday 15 May 2015
15/5/2015
时间和拥抱谁给得起
风还是一样呼呼地吹
太阳还是一样地升起，夏天的天空一直到晚上九点才会变暗
去年冬天特别寒冷， 整个伦敦几乎永远笼罩在阴湿的雨里． 泰晤士河岸灰蒙蒙的天空
诺大的城市里累了倦了厌烦了
只要一通电话他还是会过来给我一个温暖得让我不知所措的拥抱。
那个拥抱就像妈妈在视频里说：“不要太压力，尽力就好。”
我妈妈永远不会叫我努力读书，从上中学开始。
她永远只会叫我尽力就好。
“不要读成疯子，我才不想照顾你。” 妈妈永远是那张凶巴巴的脸。
我觉得妈妈是有预谋的。
以后我也要对我的孩子们说：“喂不要太努力读书。”
好吧纯粹幻想，大家加油
风还是一样呼呼地吹
太阳还是一样地升起，夏天的天空一直到晚上九点才会变暗
去年冬天特别寒冷， 整个伦敦几乎永远笼罩在阴湿的雨里． 泰晤士河岸灰蒙蒙的天空
诺大的城市里累了倦了厌烦了
只要一通电话他还是会过来给我一个温暖得让我不知所措的拥抱。
那个拥抱就像妈妈在视频里说：“不要太压力，尽力就好。”
我妈妈永远不会叫我努力读书，从上中学开始。
她永远只会叫我尽力就好。
“不要读成疯子，我才不想照顾你。” 妈妈永远是那张凶巴巴的脸。
我觉得妈妈是有预谋的。
以后我也要对我的孩子们说：“喂不要太努力读书。”
好吧纯粹幻想，大家加油
Wednesday 13 May 2015
13/5/2015
'I will never forget you.'
'I'm going to Germany and Egypt. Then a summer at Jordan.' He typed. 'At the airport waiting for my flight. And I'm bored.'
Adnan is one of the most inspirational friends I have.
How inspirational? indescribable.
It brings me back to that night when Tabson took me to the airport to send Adnan off. Things happened. I did not see him that night. Tabson ran into the departure hall and passed everything to Adnan. I was leaning against Tabson's car at the airport taxi lane, staring at the car park automatic bar we just knocked off.
I wish I could relive every moment once more.
Uncle John's daughter called and said she'd be happy to drive to my place and pick up my luggage to be stored at her house during summer. Landlord sent the tenancy agreement this morning waiting to be signed.
大学的第一年就这样过去了。
'I'm going to Germany and Egypt. Then a summer at Jordan.' He typed. 'At the airport waiting for my flight. And I'm bored.'
Adnan is one of the most inspirational friends I have.
How inspirational? indescribable.
It brings me back to that night when Tabson took me to the airport to send Adnan off. Things happened. I did not see him that night. Tabson ran into the departure hall and passed everything to Adnan. I was leaning against Tabson's car at the airport taxi lane, staring at the car park automatic bar we just knocked off.
I wish I could relive every moment once more.
Uncle John's daughter called and said she'd be happy to drive to my place and pick up my luggage to be stored at her house during summer. Landlord sent the tenancy agreement this morning waiting to be signed.
大学的第一年就这样过去了。
Monday 11 May 2015
Sunday 10 May 2015
10/5/2015
"In statistics, the observed sample of data is modelled as a set of random variables with known parameters... True or false?" I asked.
"True." He said.
"Noooo, it's false hahahah." I laughed.
"Because you said whatever you said is right." He replied.
Studying together is always fun, he's studying the same subjects as I am, except that I took history for outside option and he took accounting. It's a really nice feeling, he's been so patient with me in almost everything, well this is really beyond my expectation.
Exam's near.
I have absolutely no idea how I went through my first year so fast, or maybe ours.
Leslie is leaving soon.
Thing will not be the same any more next year.
I'll be with Kelly. I'll have more of my time with Kelly.
I'll definitely miss everything.
My first year has been so blissful (pray hard I'm not going to screw my upcoming papers then that would be perfect._
you know_
it hurts to be alone.
"True." He said.
"Noooo, it's false hahahah." I laughed.
"Because you said whatever you said is right." He replied.
Studying together is always fun, he's studying the same subjects as I am, except that I took history for outside option and he took accounting. It's a really nice feeling, he's been so patient with me in almost everything, well this is really beyond my expectation.
Exam's near.
I have absolutely no idea how I went through my first year so fast, or maybe ours.
Leslie is leaving soon.
Thing will not be the same any more next year.
I'll be with Kelly. I'll have more of my time with Kelly.
I'll definitely miss everything.
My first year has been so blissful (pray hard I'm not going to screw my upcoming papers then that would be perfect._
you know_
it hurts to be alone.
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